Chapter Nine

Finally, things seem to be coming to completion.

I’ve got my cataloguing done. I’ve made my lists. And I have become willing to fix whatever it is that needs to be fixed.

“I’m ready!” I shout from beside the mystical stream. “I’m ready.”

I am also very much in a hurry.

Understatement!

“Let’s just get this thing done so I can get on with the rest of my life,” I say to myself under my breath.

Now, before anything else happens, I’ll just start to get in touch with some of those lost souls I may have trudged upon and say “I’m sorry.” I’ll knock off a few names tonight and then a few tomorrow and it will be done in no time. Right!

I feel a Presence with me now. Neither male nor female, that Presence just seems to be here filling some unseen space and Its other quality at this moment is that it is silent.

But I can feel It.

My newfound friend and guide ask me where I’m going. I tell him that I am off just to get a few names ticked off the list and done before nightfall.

He says, “Slow down. This is not what you may think it is. This is not wham bam thank you and I’m sorry ma’am. This is a process of setting things to right. So, sorry does not really enter into it unless it is something that is really necessary. Remember, every case is different. Sometimes you can't do anything at all. This is not about causing more harm to you or anyone else … this is just about setting things right, sometimes you just have to leave it be, as it is, and let God deal with it.”

Wise advice.